hijazi ([info]hijazi) wrote,
This weekend has been kind of messed up. I haven't been up to doing anything and no one is understanding where I'm coming from. I went to the movies on Friday against my will and I guess I enjoyed it a bit. My friends came over after and I somewhat avoided them. Yesterday I went and got Caribou and it was really good and a friend came over after wards. I was really out of it and felt like shit. I guess I'm just getting sick of hiding behind a smile. No one realizes that I'm not being myself. I guess I kind of like that though. I am pretty sick of everything and everyone. People continuously throw themselves at people who will just break their hearts and I'm really sick of hearing about it. I guess I'm trying to get all the bad shit out of my life lately so I realize who I really am deep down behind my smile! Hopefully everyone stops ignoring me though because I really do feel invisible a lot. O well.

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